Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Miss Independent

I think I am too independent sometimes.  I have a really hard time admitting that I need help, especially when it comes to being emotional about things.  I had a crying jag just recently and it was all I could do to make myself call my friend Heather.  I was so glad that I did but it also made me realize that most times I don't call anyone.  It's hard for me.

I don't know how to get better about it but maybe that's something I need to learn this year.  I'm good at asking for help DOING things, like moving boxes or fixing house stuff I can't do.  I just feel like I never know what to say, or that whoever I call will be appalled by whatever stupid little thing it is that's set me off.  I also feel like I knew what I was getting into with this and I shouldn't complain.  And yes, I know anyone who knows me would tell me that I'm being ridiculous and to just call...so maybe the next time you hear a sniffle on the end of a phone call, it'll be me.

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